Happy Birthday to the USA!!
It is a rainy day. 
I went to work.  Before that I went to the in-school clinic but fortunately or unfortunately it was closed. 
Today was a very important day so that I took a day off yesterday for today.  However I could not work fully. 
After preparing I decided to go to another clinic which was open by 13:00. 
A doctor took X-ray and diagnosed as pneumonia and told me to rest at home until I won't have high fever. 
It took longer than I expected. So main work was almost over when I returned, and I feel very bad for many people. 
To make a proper judgement is sometimes very difficult. 
If I choose to go to hospital from the beginning on Monday, the situation might be different.
If I did not come to work on Wednesday and Thursday, I might be better. 
If I accept antibiotics from the beginning, I would be fine by now. 
If I did not go to clinic at that time and finish working and after coming back then going to my brother's hospital as emergency, I may feel better for the job. 
There are many ifs which I can think of now. 
But all was over.  Too late.  Many regrets. 
First judgement is important. 
Health is the most important. We cannot enjoy life without health. 
I need to take care of myself more and more.